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"Michael
Billingsley is surprisingly appealing and heroic as Henry; the
anti-social actions of the character almost make sense and even feel
human in his hands." -- Martin Denton, nytheatre.com "Seal Sings it's Song" (3/5/05)
Backstage Features
September 17, 2004 Six in the City, Part I
By Wally Rubin
Michael Billingsley
Sprite is a word that comes easily to
mind when you see Michael Billingsley. He seems born to play Puck. He
is taut, wiry, with a decidedly active sexual energy. He thinks people
see him as the "young cute guy from next door, a little bit funny and
fun." Yet he is drawn to characters who are "a little more rough,
lower-class," like those of playwright Sam Shepard.
Michael is a Southern boy. You can hear it in his
voice. He is from Rome, Ga. As a kid, he did martial arts and was in a
boys' choir. At eight, he played Louis, Mrs. Anna's son, in a local
production of "The King and I."
He played soccer at Oglethorpe University in
Atlanta, but tore a ligament in his knee -- twice, which put an end to
his soccer career. He hung out instead at the theatre department. After
graduation, Michael got married and moved to Los Angeles. In L.A., he
got a commercial agent and "did a couple of commercials," but it was
not a positive experience. In L.A., "you walk in a bar, everybody
stops, turns around, sees that you're nobody special -- goes back to
their conversation. It feels like everybody is trying to break in, like
the dentist is just doing root canal until he makes his big break."
Michael admits, "It was a bad time in my life. I didn't have money. I
didn't have a great place to live. I was in a bad marriage."
He and his wife moved back to Atlanta, where he
found work doing commercials. They stayed for over a year and then
moved to San Francisco, where he had an agent, did theatre, and found
voice-over work: "There is a lot of voice-over work in S.F. They do a
lot of video games." After two years, Michael applied to grad schools
and came east to the Actors Studio Drama School.
During his three years at the school, he, along with
Chantel Lucier and some others in his class, formed woken' glacier,
their own theatre company, and they performed in the 2003 New York
International Fringe Festival. They are currently working on
incorporating and hope to put on a new production this January.
Starting a theatre company isn't easy: "It's really a difficult process
and we're just at the beginning stages of it." For previous
productions, members of the company fronted the $3,000-$4,000 needed
and were paid back from proceeds: "We broke even." For January, they
believe they will need $6,000 and are working on fundraising
strategies.
Michael has the benefit of being a member of Actors'
Equity. He joined last winter, buying into the union courtesy of his
SAG membership: "That's an advantage I have. I go into these auditions
and see other students from school there and they have been there all
day waiting and I walk in and can sign up and within a half hour I'm in
and out. It's very nice."
After graduation, Michael played Puck in a
production of "A Midsummer Night's Dream" at the Lucille Lortel
Theatre, and then did a play at the Cherry Lane Alternative. As the
Cherry Lane project was ending, though, "I started to get more and more
panicked. First thing I started to do is shut everything else out,
focusing all of my energy on auditioning and mailing out" his resume in
order to get an agent. "That's what I do when I go into panic mode. I
sit there and say nothing else matters but the work, and if I just
focus on that, then everything else will be fine. It becomes insane and
really difficult to live with."
He finds auditions through Back Stage. They've been
averaging two or three a week. He likes the Actors' Equity audition
center: "People there are so friendly, telling you jokes and saying,
'How's it going?' It's not a showoff-type thing."
Michael makes ends meet as a personal trainer at a
gym. It's good money. "You pick up a client, and they'll say I want to
do two, three days a week, and you try to match up schedules. I always
enjoyed teaching."
Michael is now divorced but has a son, Zion, who is
three and lives with his mom in Indiana. Michael visits once a month.
Within a year, Michael's goal is to have "full
representation" and, within two years, he wants to be self-sustaining
as an actor. He knows it won't be easy: "Before I was a big fish in a
little pond. Now I'm out with the sharks."
December 10, 2004
Six in the City, Part II
By Wally Rubin
Michael Billingsley
When I sit down with Michael for our
follow-up interview, the first words out of his mouth are, "I haven't
done anything." Don't believe him. It's been a busy, if tough, fall.
As an Equity member, he has gone on 36 EPAs. He did
his first musical auditions. His initial effort was for "Ring of Fire,"
a musical based on the life of Johnny Cash. A Southern boy himself,
Michael decided to "go in and sing a hymnal and see how it goes." He's
also auditioned for the Mint Theater, New York Theatre Workshop, and a
couple of times for Roundabout. He did a mass mailing to 45
SAG-franchised agents.
Michael is busy, as well, with woken' glacier, the
theatre company he started with six others, including Chantel Lucier.
It recently became a member of Fractured Atlas, a nonprofit arts
service organization. This will allow woken' glacier, among other
things, to solicit and receive contributions through Fractured Atlas
until it establishes its own nonprofit status. Woken' glacier is also
on a waiting list for help from Volunteer Lawyers for the Arts.
Michael has been co-writing and helping to produce
an NYU student film in which he will also act. As its co-author, "I
made sure I had the lead," he jokes. "I always wanted to get my feet
wet in film and this has been a big learning experience. There are so
many things I don't know about—so many technical things."
"My other big thing is I'm running out of money,"
Michael says. He works as a personal trainer at The Gym on 26th and
Madison, but his expenses are high, as he pays child support for his
three-year-old son, Zion, whom he flies out to visit each month in
Indiana—another expense. "I'm feeling a bit of a crunch in my finances.
I've got to get my act together."
He's feeling "a lot of insecurity because I'm not
getting much outside validation that 'Hey, you're on the right track
and you're doing good.' " On the other hand, he thinks, "Screw all of
you. I'm going to make my own movie. I'm going to make my own theatre
company. I'm going to do it for myself. So, in some ways, it's very
invigorating.
"I have a friend. This guy works three different
jobs. He recently joined the Coast Guard Reserve and he's always
telling me, 'I envy you because you know exactly what you want to do in
life.' And I feel like, well, it's a curse. It's a blessing and a curse
because I know that I want this and this is what feeds me and feeds my
soul. Yet I really wish I could do something else. It's just getting
tough right now."
Michael wishes he had "a better hustle. You have to
convince them that you are something special, something different,
something better." To do that, he says, "you have to believe that
yourself. And many times, it's hard for me to believe that myself."
He auditioned for a West Coast production of "Take
Me Out," and the casting person told him, "That was amazing and you
were really great, but you're too short. I'm sorry." Michael goes on,
"It really disappointed me because sometimes it's so nice to do a good
audition and walk out and dream about it for just, you know, five or 10
minutes. But it's also a relief because sometimes you hang on to that
for a couple of days, like 'Why aren't they calling me?' I don't know
which is better."
June 23, 2005
Six in the City, Part III
By Wally Rubin
Michael Billingsley
"It was definitely a lesson," Michael
says about the first production of his Woken' Glacier theatre company,
a group he started with some friends from the Actors Studio Drama
School. The company produced "Seal Sings Its Song" at the Gene Frankel
Theatre this past March. "The good news is we made money. Not a lot,
but enough so we can do another, smaller production this year."
According to Michael, "One of the biggest things we
learned was we didn't do our publicity in enough time. A lot of the
places tell you they only need 10 to 15 days' notice, but you really
need a month, a month and a half—from basically your first rehearsal—to
start doing your publicity."
Michael performed a lead role in the play and was
also the company's operations manager: "I made sure that everyone else
was doing their job." His girlfriend designed the costumes. "We kept it
within the family as much as we could. It's easier when you can depend
on your friends. I'm very proud of us. Looking back, I feel really
amazed that we did this." Still, "we all agree that we definitely need
to get somebody with more of a business mind."
Just before the production, Michael worked on a
project of his girlfriend's for the NYU film program: "I'll tell you
one thing that was really amazing was experiencing the cachet that the
NYU film school has. Where you go to school does have weight in this
city. She was able to get people to assist and donate food. She could
just say, 'I'm from NYU film school,' and people were more open
already. ASDS doesn't have that weight."
Through a client at The Gym, where he is a trainer,
he did a general reading for Amy Herzig, vice president of primetime
casting at CBS. Michael says three of his gym clients are in the
business and he has gotten some "great advice." He was also just
accepted into the Actors Studio.
This spring, he wants to "get a reel together, dump it down on a DVD, and start handing it out."
September 29, 2005
Six in the City, Part IV
By Wally Rubin
Michael Billingsley
By his own estimation, Michael has been in "a bit of a
lull" since we spoke back in April. He did a martial-arts workshop for
his fledgling theatre company, Woken' Glacier, and shot a short
independent film while helping his girlfriend, an NYU film student,
shoot her own movie. About this period, Michael admits, "I think I was
just burnt out and frustrated. You just realize how many good people
are out there and willing to work for free. My girlfriend, when she was
casting her film, must have gotten 2,000 headshots."
Still, one day, working 20 hours straight -- first
acting in his own film and then helping out on his girlfriend's shoot
-- "I was so happy. You're up to your eyeballs in debt, can't pay your
student loans, you're not getting paid for your work, but there was
nothing else I'd rather be doing."
Michael realizes now that what he missed in school was
knowledge of the business side of acting: "I think that's been the
biggest learning curve. I'm still learning how to be a hustler. All the
acting [training] is good if you get the opportunity, but if you don't
hustle, you'll never get the opportunity."
In the year ahead, Michael hopes to achieve his goal
of getting representation. There is no change in his long-term outlook.
He still wants to make films with his girlfriend, do theatre with
Woken' Glacier, and work independently on stage and screen: "The best
thing about Woken' Glacier is that I've had a place and people to work
with when other people aren't casting me. I have a home and a base."
His ideal roles would be Lee in "True West" ("because
he's bookish yet edgy, can go to that crazy extreme I do well") and
Puck in "A Midsummer Night's Dream" ("just a mischievous character,
frenetic, a very physical type").
He believes his "biggest accomplishment for the year"
was being accepted as a member of the Actors Studio: "I've gotten my
face in front of a lot of good people. They just haven't hired me yet."
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